The room is empty.

I stayed alone in the living room when you left so beautiful.
When it ended the walls were silence. Even they, had nothing to say.
And when the city wore its lights I was still alone..
Buried in your destruction, just another heart-quake.
And dont feel sorry for me now, there’s always one that goes down.
Half a blanket full of tears and when the waves are high its hard to see the sea shells swimming in them.
And the living room is still empty.

Comes and Goes.

I can’t run away. Your look is still stuck in me.. When you left , you really stayed….
Nothing will ever happened and we won’t know what we’re missing here :-/
If you only you didn’t have your own reality, if you weren’t so stubborn…
I can’t forget all the things you said. After every smile you smile you cry.. Admit it!
But maybe its better if you won’t comment to this…
If only I had the strength to give up…maybe I wouldn’t write u this song..
Does it come and goes for you?
Or am I the only one who think it is?
Am I the only injured one? Am I the only one?

Every girl has their best friend, boyfriend, & their true love. You’re lucky if they’re the same person.

Guns N Roses are coming to miami again!!!!!! Who’s coming???? March 5th at the fillmore in miami beach. This time its personal. The filmor is very small and this show is part of a club tour their doing for the fans. Its called:”Up Close and Personal” tour. Last time I saw them was Halloween last year (just a few month ago) they gave a solid 3 hour show. just like I expected it was awesome! From A to Z! Axl was fashionably late(2 hours late to be exact) gave us some time to drink more and get our anticipation higher! :-) when DJ Ashaba got on stage to open with Chinese Democracy the crowd was at his peak and ready to rock! Axl rose is 50 years old this year and you know what? His voice is amazing!! Ones he opens his mouth you remember why you bought the ticket. Its not slash, its not duff or izzy around him that makes the different. Its him. In all his glory! You forget he’s surrounded by young talented musicians that took the hard task of replacing the guys that I mention above. And don’t get me wrong DJ and ron are great and their awesome musicians but their not slash or izzy. Axl takes what he have and he makes the best out of it. I can’t wait.

Sometimes 100% isn’t enough…

I’m going through some really weird days lately. In the past few days I feel like although I’m giving my best at everything I do, people around me seems to feel like I’m not there or not myself or not a 100% me. At work I feel like my boss thinks I can always do better. Although I’m really good at what I do I’m getting remarks and a lot of criticism that I’m not doin’ or giving what I’m expected to. It feels like I’m in a race that has no end and that no matter what I’ll do, I can always do better.
I’ve also been thinking about sara and the monkey a lot too lately. Although from the outside everything ok and I moved on, I meet a lot of good people almost every nite, and my buddies keeps my social life very busy with parties and drinking all the time, my heart keep sending me to sara and the monkey. The more I look back I sure I did my 100% to keep this relationship alive. I know I’m not perfect but I really do feel I did my best to be there for them. I really miss what I had over there…. I want that “together” again, I wish there was something I could do to win her back again..its not easy to live with the feeling that u left something unfinished u know… I feel like I can do things better if I’ll get a chance, try to be different and maybe more attractive to her. I think we got to a boring routine in life together way too fast and way too soon and because we didn’t know how to keep things interesting and alive we lost what could be the best things of our lives. I can only blame myself here guys. Maybe I worked too much, maybe I wasn’t there for her when she needed me, maybe I made mistakes… But u know what? I gave my best… I still have so much love to give and I wish things were different but it seems like I lost her.. I miss the monkey so much. Sometimes I drive to or from work and I think about them with tears in my eyes. Life is good to me these days, I have no complains but I wish I could have them back… I really do..
In another subject, Last week I decided that I want to volunteer someplace and work with kids. I contacted a few places. I’ll keep u guys posted..
I also had a first meeting with a personal trainer Tuesday morning. It went very well and I decided to go with it. I think I’m gonna start working with him in the end of march because the busy season of spring brake starts now and I’m gonna be overwhelmed at work. I wanna give it a shot and do it right. My personal goal is to bring back the six pack I had in the army and to get to a better and healthier food routine. At last I would like to thank u all for reading and thanks for all your comments… U guys rock! Keep them coming. .

So Whitney fuckin’ Houston has died today. Aside from all the bullshit she have done in her personal life she was defiantly one of the best singers of our time. RIP.

A New York Magazine story says the average celebrity Is given $100,000 worth of FREE stuff each year which makes perfect sense because why would you give stuff homeless people when they’re unattractive and have no followers on Twitter…